He’s not my bias because of his looks. He’s not my bias because he’s famous. He’s my bias because somehow, when he hurts, I hurt. Because somehow, his pain is my pain, his joy is my joy, and because my heart is filled with warmth at the very thought of his happiness.
Dear Heechul,
I’m probably gonna be fangirling over a lot of different people throughout, but at the end of the day, I’m always going to fall asleep thinking of you.
I have been feeling really sad and nostalgic and missing Heechul lately. I know we’ve gotten to see him a lot more often than any of us thought we would, but with the ending of his time on Sungdong Cafe it just feels like it will be forever until he’s back. Every time I see a picture of him on my Tumblr dash it just makes my heart jump. All I want is for him to be happy.
OK so I want a lot more than that but….I guess all I wanted to say was there can never be enough Kim Heechul. I’m a Petal now and I’ll be one forever.
We have trained till very late at night, everyone is very tired.Today, JungSoo hyung has collapsed due to exhaustion again.He still tiredly sits and takes a nap, even it’s only a few minutes of waiting for the car, but he still can’t wait, he still secretly rests.I stand and watch him from the front, because I’m afraid he will lean forward and fail off because he’s too tired.I use my hand to support him, and watching him.Ahh, I normally don’t speak much, let them (dongseangs) play crazily , because I don’t to abuse hyung’s authority to scare them, I’m one who doesn’t know how to exist with others.Teukie hyung must be really tired, he has to look after the cold and uncooperative me…
We’re their hyungs, but I only have you (as my hyung)… - HeeChul’s predebut CY.
